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I don’t know…

admin — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 13:26:59 +0000

It is really true when people say that we only appreciate things and people when they’re no longer with us…

He died My husband, Ragheil… He’s no longer here. A bad illness took him away from my family, from me… And from our baby-to-be…

Is there anything I can say…? No. I’m broke. Defeated. And guilty. Yes, for how I never loved him, for how I hated him at times… all because I was forced to marry him. It doesn’t matter, no longer… He’s dead now.

I don’t even know what to feel, what to think… I don’t even know what will happen to me now….

Sorry for the hiatus - Gratitude Festival

admin — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 10:46:58 +0000

I’m really sorry for not updating in a long time again, but I haven’t been able to go at my friend’s in some weeks, and I bet you know the reason: husband By the way, my life has been pretty boring and ordinary, so I don’t have a lot to update you with. Though, as I promised, I will tell you something about my world, Bajor, and its traditions. I will try to make these cultural entries regular, so that they figure in each new posts I write

Gratitude Festival

This is an annual celebration on my planet, and it is of great importance to us. It is also known as the Peldor Festival, and it has been dated 17600 BC (human datation), thus being one of the most ancient Bajoran feasts. During this festival, Bajoran people write their problems on renewal scrolls which are later burned, together with Bateret leaves, symbolically meaning for troubles to be turn to ashes, no longer afflicting our lives. The presider of the Festival pronounces the words: “Tesra Peldor impatri bren. Bentel vetan ullon sten..” (translation: We happily accept this gift of joy. May the Prophets guide us for another year), then we greet each other with the traditional greeting “Peldor Joi” (translation: happy Gratitude Festival).
The picture I posted here is a traditional Gratitude Festival banner, featuring graphic representations the sun and hands.

Net prisoner for a month

admin — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 13:58:04 +0000

First of all, I need to apologize with all of you, my friends and visitors, for not being so active anymore since late September. My husband found out about this blog, and about my not being happy with him, and denied me from using any computers at home. I have been like a prisoner until a few days ago, when he said he would let me use it again. I’m no longer safe, though, so I came to an agreement with a good friend of mine on DS9 to use his computer while I’m over for visit, and I totally blocked access to this website from home’s computer, so that hubby has no means to find it out. He will think I’ve deleted it (like I’ve told him anyway) and so the story ends there. Good.

p.s. Longreen, I miss you too

I’m planning to update and drop by at least two times at month now, so that none of you will think I’m dead or something. Naral is still here I think I will post up something about my world too, sometimes.

Sending out a big hug to everyone. Take care darlings.

Boring day

admin — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 13:45:15 +0000

Today nothing really happened, and if something good could happen… well, I was actually denied from it Husband wanted me to cuddle him and take care of him all day, and cook for him and massage his feet. The only really enjoyable time of the day has been when we went to the Temple for our daily prayer, and there I managed to relax by loosing my thoughts into the Words of the Prophets. After that, I asked him if I could go on the DS9 station to spend some time with my friends and he said no, that I had to cook dinner for his friends coming over. So yeah, I just finished cleaning everything a little ago. Husband is now reading a book while I update my blog here. Boring day as hell, really… This is worse than a prison.

A few hints of ordinary life

admin — Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:17:11 +0000

This morning has been kind of boring. Just ordinary wifey life: been in the garden to take fruit and vegetables, been cleaning those and cooking for my husband until 1PM when he came back from work and then cuddling with him until he fell asleep for his after-lunch nap. Just for an hour, because later at about 2:30PM we had to go to the Temple to pray for one of his uncles’ anniversary of death. I prayed for him of course, but I keep hating my life here with this man I married and I don’t even know a lot as of yet. I don’t love him, that’s what I know for sure.

I’ve been on the DS9 station for a few hours this afternoon, spending some nice time with Odo and Garak. They’re always so nice to me, they’ve become really good friends, and the fact that they are my best friend’s brothers makes them even more special.

Longreen, if you’re reading this: I miss you badly, I just wish I could hold you again. Even if just as friends, but I need to hold you. I miss you dear…

The reason behind my disappearing…

admin — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 09:07:04 +0000

I’m sorry for having neglected this website for nearly 2 years… Even though I had the time and will to switch from simple HTML to Wordpress, I later didn’t feel like updating anymore… A lot has been going on in my life. You see, I started this website as a way to keep in touch with the one I loved (and still love): Longreen. But it wasn’t in the Prophets’ plans to have us together and bonded for life… My family forced me to marry a Bajoran man, son of a notorious family here on my planet. I had to say my farewell to Longreen… as a lover… and at the very start of our relationship… *sighs* Longreen is still my bestest friend in the Universe though, and he’ll never stop being my best friend. I love him still, but friends is all what’s left for us by now. Just that. And so I’m keeping this website… my little private place, just mine, and a way to stay in touch with my best friend and his family ^_^ As well as all of you dear visitors.

Thanks for stopping by and reading this. Thanks from the heart.

I have a site :D

admin — Fri, 15 Dec 2006 13:49:48 +0000

Woah, I finally managed to put up this website. It was a bit hard to do, I’m new to English (though I’m quite good), and to Internet and stuff. Thanks Longreen for helping me, you’re a true friend! ^-^ Sorry if I’ll be a bit unactive the next weeks, but I got finals in Bajoran school and it’s quite hard. See you again. =)